Candid
concentration nonsense damn

i

might as well

be

impersonal if i am such
an
idiot

that
i

am

unable to make transitions of a personal nature it is

not

impersonal how in

hell
am

i

going to act like it

is
you

know
being

caught

up

in
it and therefore concentrating on
humility
is
nothing

special right in hell as

much

as anywhere else
don't

be

a

goof is what i am

saying
it

might

as well be

impersonal
if you think you have to be

so

concentrated on one

thing

the thing is
there

is a lot going on and they

have

their

reasons
for basically telling you nothing
i
mean to say
if

you

can't
figure

out
yourself

how

are

you
you are not

even

there with them you are quite apart

from
the feeling of being there

for

them

in
the darkest hour before the dawn it is

you

that is stagnant to a
point

the point is

you

are expressing yourself believe
it

or not they

can

tell
it

is not so far as

they
are

concerned

covering you over in a protective fashion nor

is
it

throwing

you away like the baby

with
the bath water it is

a

caution

they
are

cautioning

you to keep

your
nose

clean

of all kinds of nonsense related to
danger

as you are

expressing

yourself yes and that takes time as
it

is

time
you
are

in the darkest hour a

danger

to

yourself
before

the

dawn of expression let them be in other words
if
they

have

nothing

much

to say to
you

you

are
expressing

yourself

try to understand if you are still
expressing
yourself
try
to understand how

that

is

taking
time before the dawn that

will
dawn on you

as

you

let
them be yes

they
are
going

to

express

themselves
as
you let them

they

are

doing
that

because
you have to

tell them not to otherwise

yes
you

have
to

tell

them not to

be

that
way
because you are

far

from being worthy of them

otherwise

basically
yes

they

will

continue
to

act

like
you

are

not even yes like you
are

not
even

there

like

you have to
wait

or something yes be patient

and
express

yourself
as much as

you

like

to
be sure of them so

they

will

be

sure of you
in

the

way

they

are

sure of themselves aren't we all sure as we
are

expressing

ourselves
after

all

though it takes

forever
at times like this eventually

one

says

hey

what
happened

to the thread

of

decency
i

was

weaving

and
goes

on with it
as
candid

as
can

be
and

copy

has
decided

to

stay
as close to the original as one

can

possibly
imagine
there

being
nothing one can do about

it

beyond
experiencing

a little echo and decay that is

what

i
say
and

again

i
say to you
you
are
expressing

yourself

so
am
i
being kept secret as i
am

yet or are

we

having
fun

with

it
and making sense

about

as
much

as one can

handle
with

time
as
space

makes
sense

right on time

for

personality so am

i
so

am
i but what

is

it that we

have

already
discussed

is it not

this
in

fact

yes in fact
it

is

this
but this is not it because we are playing

tag
like
it

is

hide

and go seek and it

hurts
but

it

shouldn't matter
all

that

much

what i think

it

is
after

all it is

enough

to

be
the

one

that
is

enough to make one chant Hare Kṛṣṇa
first
at
last
like this yes yes yes all over

the

place like it matters what i think

it

is
like

to be the
one

that is enough
to
make

one

chant Hare Kṛṣṇa at first so suddenly
so

suddenly so suddenly as space
makes
sense

right

on

time
for personality like this i

am

chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa like this at any rate yes

i
am

the
first one to chant Hare Kṛṣṇa like this actually

listen

actually Hare Kṛṣṇa like this
actually
is

fine

yes mighty fine makes me feel like i have

a
very healthy ego yes a mighty fine identity for

one
and a candid

one
at

that
but wait there
is
more
yes

before
you

realize

it
i

am

going

to
say there is

even

more the maha mantra is

after

all

divine
the own mantra of God and God
means
more
yes
like
it

is more like
it

is
the
mantra of God and God means more

than
this at once yes it

all
adds
up

to
be

more than this at once

as
God means more than being

original
even as God

is

candid for instance

yes
far more candid than this

even

as i am

chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa
with
you

and
and the gang is all

here
acting like it

is
somebody

else
instead for some

strange

reason
and

i
can't

go

on

like this but

you

know

who
will

chant

Hare Kṛṣṇa instead
eh
yes Hare Kṛṣṇa instead they
say
why

don't
we

chant
Hare Kṛṣṇa instead of being

so

candid for instance
so are they impersonal you tell me
you tell me what to
say about that
as this is
next

but i will say this
there

is
no

way in hell

they
were

impersonal
to begin with

unless

they
know

what it is
like

to
have
nothing

on
me

and
be
there
now doing the same thing to each
other
from the beginning
of
it and nothing

else

but

you

can't prove that can you no not
to
me

prove
it to yourself if you like
i
am
gone

in

so
many ways it is not even funny yes gone
i
went
and
chanted Hare Kṛṣṇa a long time ago
in
other
words
but go ahead
and
prove
it

like i care
what
happens to you
as
this
is

next so suddenly
mostly
you

will
just
end

up proving how
we
are

all
marginal and yes
this
is
next