what is that

love
at first

sight she said

i

have only
known pre-meditated
love yes purely

the

love expressed by the

others
i

love

books in

that regard i am

a
scholar of some

note

she

said that

is

all she said

until
she

said so

suddenly i have

nothing

in mind but others

to

blame from the

pain

of time to the full
blown

stare of space

i

vacillate

between

bursting into tears
and

getting

angry

like i have
never
been

in

control

of  any

gravity on the scale

you
know

me i

am

conditioned like the

back

of your hand

you
know

me
i
am

conditioned

to

your liking
what

can i do

it
is

just
too

mental for you

to

ask
me

you
had

better

go

and sigh to the victor

go

the

spoils

as
fools rush

in

to

the victor

go

the

spoils where angels
fear

to tread

you can tell

in

other words yes

you can

tell

the truth
about
me it won't

do

any of us a
world

of good

even

while you tell
but

it

sure is nice to know how

the

others dig it she

so
suddenly said

and

one
wants

to

help but what
can

one
do

in the world
of

names

only
one
experiences

the narrative of life

in a state

of
mind and oh

what
a state of mind it

is

we

have here

that
is

friend

to the conditioned
and
enemy as well

do

you

know how to
control

the mind so

suddenly

one would

sincerely
appreciate

it
if one

wasn't

so spaced
out

and prone

to

being

by
turns jealous

and

envious it is

that

killer
imagination she

has
you

know
as the only

killer

of

the soul of course but of course

you

don't

imagine

a lack

of

existence for her

the
false ego is

playing

around with her and

you

but

no lack of

existence

is

to you

real

enough to imagine
like

a
killer

on a stepping

stone

one

would think
to

call

the police

if

that
were

the case one

would
call

every second

of

the day throughout
the

seasons

anyway you want

to

remember Krsna

favourably
and

that

is only natural
in season