now

there is control

she
can

take

control
of

a

man

you can't even
sense

like

one

in
control

of her free

to
go

will

she doesn't stop

it
she has it

to
go

by

go
by
you

never

feel like her you never

feel
like

her

she

doesn't

stop

she
has

it
to go by

and
you

can't

keep

up
you are screaming

at

her and she

doesn't
listen

she
doesn't

stop

it
she

has it she has it

to

go by and
you

are

losing

it very very fast too

fast
you

can't
keep
up

she is gone

you

never

never
never
knew

her

you
let her go

by

it she has
it

now

and
she

is

gone
no

way

you

can keep up she is

maya

yes

think
of her as

that

which is not
now

no

she
is

not
you

or

i secretly nor

is
she

anyone

else we know like this
we
don't have to

protect

her
from

each
other

either or keep
her

to

ourselves
eventually
as

time

gone
by she goes

by
it only and we don't

go
by

her

at all that is the
secret

to
knowing

how she is

that

which is not

now

now now there is control
mind
you

it

takes control to
lose
her

right

now
dear

yes the kind of control one experiences

in
Krsna consciousness works
a
charm
on
her
it

is

like
she

is
a different person in Krsna consciousness dear
and
gone like i said yes
she

always

goes
like
i

said

dear
and

you

can count on her being
gone
when i get
back
too so let us please

chant

Hare Krsna without any further

consideration

in her direction
there

she
goes

now

now

it takes control to lose
her
dear hold on

tight
now
let
go yes she is there
in

her direction and

you
are

losing

her dear keep
going

understand

understand
how

she

is

gone
in

her

direction

dear
and away she goes like i said
you
can
think

of

her
now

as

that

which

is
not

yes and keep going home

without

that

which

is not like i said

like

i said away
she

goes dear listen she is

a

different person now

not
to

worry not to

worry
she
is

gone

dear

that
is

a different person not like

her

at
all

at

least

not

like
she
used

to be not

like
i
said

anywho
no

more

like
that

which

is not like

i
said at all

sorry

that
was

false
ego
wasn't it oh

well

we
are

not
going
back
under
those stars now
dear

maya

maya
we

are
just

now

going to have to see

this
out

in

the deep evil
only

knows
how

to play dead at your
feet

there as there

is
no

one
interested
in
the impersonation of
you
and
your

free willing latest

incarnate
offering to vicarious

living

you

so

and so it is too
envious

and
that
is

too

jealous yes not

for

you but we have to
go
now

honestly

we are going
to

find

out

what
else

is
there

to do forever and ever
yes

we are we are going

to
find

out

and
it

is weird alright

very

very

weird

very

weird
how

we

have

nothing

to say to each other
now

as

we

are

going
to find out

yes
we
are

going to find

out

how we are

in

maya to say
nothing
like

this

at all to each other in this

way

now

now
now
honestly

there

is
control that is

central

to this dear

and
it

is

not
yours
so

you
had
better

be

careful

who you are
calling

dear as time

and

space
have
no

good

old

gravity to share
with
those

who

are maintaining a silent composure
for
the

same

circle

of
aggravation you recall

as

worldly
dear

we are in
maya

understand

understand

this
is

no

joke there is
nothing
funny
about
being
in
maya and yet you are

thinking
this

is

amusing

you

somehow or other
yes

maya

no

maya
you
go

on
and

on

like a fool

dear
and

the

so

and so you have in

mind

to readdress actually

is
better than you

at

it

again
and again and again on the same

page
even yes even
if
this is no
power

at all not

even
energy

what
to speak of

being

energetic dear you are a
loser

like an impersonalist

yes

like
a

God

damned actor you have nothing

on

the

go
page

after

page of helplessness

i

see
here

nothing
else
haven't

you

got anything to

say

for
yourself

now now honestly

now

there is control
you

can

tell

that much at

least
you
can

bet

on
it

dear

but who are
you

questioning

when

i ask you
who
you

are

like this dear

are
you
insane

stop

it
for a second
okay
we
are

speaking

the
language here to talk

to

each
other

in the same

language

or
else

no lousy field of communication is worth

this

effort or whatever it is
you

call

it

why
don't
you

say

something of interest to us
all

yes

that's

it

that
is the perfect

question

no question about

it

you
are

not

very

interesting that's all

but
you

can

say

something
surely

to

God
you

can say something of interest
dear

this is lousy

i
think

you

had
better

just chant Hare Krsna yes

you
can

just

chant Hare Krsna after all really that

is
best
for

you

and
me both dear

yes dear now

now

honestly now there

is

so
much

maya i can't even hear
you

but what can i

say

you

had

better
just

chant Hare Krsna

anyway
yes

you

had better just

chant
Hare Krsna there

is
control
dear

but i can't

even

hear

you

louder

louder
come on what

is

this
some
kind of joke

chant

Hare Krsna very nicely yes
what

can

i
do about it
i
am
not
going to stop

you

go

ahead

and chant until i can

hear
you if you
like
yes
that's

the thing to

do
that

will
be of interest
to
us
all

much more so than this

yes
now

now

honestly i may
never
hear
you
but hey what else can

i

do

dear

maya is right

about
me right and this is

next
like
i

said

maya

has nothing to
do

with
it

dear

and

you
know

better than that

right

yes in fact you know

better

than that which is really
not

this as well

dear

listen to me
otherwise

i

won't

tell
you
any

different

but hey that
is

what

this
is

for

yes
the
same
thing
over

and
over again so
just chant Hare Krsna and let

me
feel the pain

of

being in maya
with

you

now

now honestly i know now i know
i

am
in

maya with you

yes
no

yes

no you never

have

to be in maya with me

for
me

to

be in maya with you
dear

that
is

the
way
it works listen

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

see
maya

is

perfectly
clear

on this matter

when

i chant Hare Krsna too

maya
is maya dear

it

is

no

secret
there
in

that

camp

the implication is

one

recognizes his divine

grace Srila Prabhupada as the
only

one for one

and whomever actually
gets
around to doing so recognizes
no
one else now

there

is
no

one else in the right
Krsna
consciousness

now

as such one considers oneself
as
being in maya in a way

that

makes

one
able
to

tell

the way everyone else has
to

be

somehow

or other alone

in

maya
too
now

that

is a kind of it

takes

one to know
one

approach i find
fascinating
but not very

fixed
in

the

emotional beauty of Krsna consciousness
of

course

nor

is that really a very tolerable nod

to

unity
in

diversity but hey
Hari

Haribol

you

don't have to be in maya with me you know yes

you

can just chant

the

whole Hare Krsna mahamantra so
very

very

nicely

now

now

honestly
now

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
now now honestly