the energy
will

to

live
is

it

not

light and your

embarrassing

behavior

is

it

not
fantastic
God

willing

you
will

continue

to make mush

not

for

God's
sake

and
win

while

i feel like

i

am
not

even

playing
but at risk

to

lose

all
i can be

peddling

the
line

of

head
wrenching myths often

makes

more sense than standing up
to

the
boring

old

truth

eh

well
intent or no

the
will of God
impresses

on
one

you

know
as i am

no
mental freak of

yours
hello

i

am talking to you not the mind

that
was

as

embarrassing

but
not

you
screaming at the top of your scale

for

nothing

disappearing

fast you know
who
you

are
the one and only you

without
ghost to recommend

you

fail
to
realize

i

am screaming too

still
screaming fast as
that
i
can

scream
again

still

screaming fast and it hurts

your
ears

to

hear the screaming

fast

like

that
and do nothing about it

do

you

know
how nothing hurts now yes

nothing
hurts

quite

like the sound of lies being perpetrated
false

hoods yes those

coverings

that don't tell the truth are false
lies
that are being

perpetrated
as the wrong

idea
i had the wrong idea you told

them

all a lie
you

said i was in the
wrong
and had to go and cool off
but
we
know
who
remains

to

be

seen
as a little

too

hot
under

the collar eh you fool
God

loves

the
air around a

mile

a minute yes that is
about

the

size

of

it
in a car that air

around

a
mile

a

minute is the
air

around you in a car
God

loves

you

fool
and
the ghost has

a line on
that
fishy

business

cooling

off

our relationship no
doubt
you

know

the ghost and it hurts but i

am

not ready for you to be a
fool
any

longer

now

that
i

am

cooling
off
yes

now

that's a letter
that
says

open

me
first
you know this

letter

says

open

me

first
as it is

entitled
and

goes

on
as
you

are

entitled
to

do nothing about
it
disappearing
fast
that way you
meant

it
when
you
said i was
out

of it in the middle of air you let

go

now
you

let go of
me

go on get out of

here

and don't come
back

in

the
air that is

around

and around and
around
at

sixty

where space makes sense it

takes

up the night
open letter to a fool