| Responsive In Prayer |
| Presentation |
| on ? we don't throw it off so is this on dear is it not safe to say this on the mind is way better than a spark from hell i don't want you to ever come from hell dear naturally i don't expect a spark from hell to be very responsive to the original personal sound of any presentation burning with sub-conscious leftover knowledge of that which is not this and nothing more a spark from hell has not been original for a very very long time dear yes i don't want you to ever come from hell dear that would not be a very nice presentation now would it so is this presentation scholarly and patient as yet no pressure you know as well as i do certainly there is no harm in asking in the middle of this as one wonders yes one does wonder if this presentation needs to be more reverent and awesome already from another point of view do you feel as though this here presentation is coming through the middle as friendly and touching dear nurturing and fulfilling lovely and sweet yes i wonder how at any rate and you do you wonder about this presentation in the middle exactly do you wonder if this presentation is timely dear certainly one must wonder how personal this is going to get even as one and i know this has to be about Sri Krsna Caitanya somehow or other yes but why why oh why can't we approach that self same Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu directly one wonders are we too too spaced out like this dear one certainly we know Sri Krsna Caitanya Radha Krsna nahe anya and how nice yes very very nice They look together yes golden nice They are sweet and lovely yes just golden together dear heart but one really yes really really one can't help but wonder why can't we get our act together so to speak there are actually so many nice presentations coming directly from the simply wonderful most attractive Sri Krsna of course together with the dear most similarly marvellous Srimati Radharani and all yes why can't we better understand how presentable one is dear when yes when one plus one makes one nice presentation or one's presentations nice and directly about the more than a little charitable Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu instead of worrying about who approaches Sri Krsna now or who in the three worlds comes directly from the Supreme Personality of Godhead like this presentation or that presentation isn't one enough really we know for example Thakur Bhaktivedanta yes we know a perfectly presentable personality like the most gentle H.D.G. A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Srila Prabhupada is one via medium one is enough to set us straight in the middle of this certainly there does tend to be wonder but no worries really there is a mighty fine example each of us really would love to sustain again and again that's all and one can only wonder how at times like this yes so please forgive me kindly you know how i am really trying to get this presentation together in the middle of one more without approaching all the nonsense directly from one perspective already but yes here i go in a nut shell now getting a little more personal in the middle of this very presentation dear so why why oh why oh why would one stop and think of one yes why would one think of one as one originally being from what you and i know as nothing other than the popping hell of being now and again a bad acting impersonal spark of lighter knowledge than necessary for this presentation that is no way to be directly certain about one and one won't have to worry about one approaching in full knowledge only to surrender at once like that smoke and mirrors presentation dear Hare Krsna ! yes Gaura-hari Gaura-hari jaya jaya Sacinandana Gaura-hari ! chant and again come on now and chant Hare Krsna again yes please and again please chant again and be happy chanting Hare Krsna yes yes this is getting too personal for no one really no one at all so long as one still has senses this is never going to get too personal for us in a timely fashion no pancha-tattvatmakam krishnam bhakta-rupa-svarupakam bhaktavataram bhaktakhyam namami bhakta-shaktikam "I bow down to Lord Krishna, who appears as a devotee (Lord Caitanya), as His personal expansion (Sri Nityananda), His incarnation (Sri Advaita), His devotee (Sri Srivasa), and His energy (Sri Gadadhara), and who is the source of strength for the devotees." (Cc.Adi.1.14) yes Hare Krsna ! jaya Srila Prabhupada ! Hari-bol |
| how would i make you out to be impersonal do you do you ever get the feeling one has to start all over again i have yes i have this i have this sneaking suspicion that is starting all over again whatever that was all about yes whatever whatever i know whatever i know i am whatever i know i am not interested to start making this all about false ego like this okay we can we can we can make this all about one getting closer to Sri Krsna or forget it okay no false ego 'kay one can just start over from where one left off okay ? i know she will and so will he whomever they are why should one make them out to be impersonal now and again no one would get away with it anyhow Hare Krsna ! yes jaya Radhe ! rādhe jaya jaya mādhava-dayite gokula-taruṇī-maṇḍala-mahite dāmodara-rati-vardhana-veśe hari-niṣkuṭa-vṛndā-vipineśe rādhe jaya jaya mādhava-dayite gokula-taruṇī-maṇḍala-mahite vṛṣabhānūdadhi-nava-śaśi-lekhe lalitā-sakhi guṇa-ramita-viśākhe rādhe jaya jaya mādhava-dayite gokula-taruṇī-maṇḍala-mahite karuṇāḿ kuru mayi karuṇā-bharite sanaka-sanātana-varṇita-carite rādhe jaya jaya mādhava-dayite gokula-taruṇī-maṇḍala-mahite " This song was sung by Rüpa Gosvami. He is the real person, actual person, to understand Radha and Krsna. So he says, All glories to Radharani. Radhe jaya jaya madhava-dayite. She's so dear to Krsna. Krsna, everyone is trying to love Krsna, but Krsna is trying to love somebody. Now how great She is. Just try to understand. Everyone, the whole world, the whole universe, all living entities, they are trying to love Krsna. Krsna-prema. Lord Caitanya describes, prema-pumartho mahan. And Rüpa Gosvami described that You are distributing krsna-prema. So krsna-prema is so valuable, but Krsna is after Radharani. Just see how Radharani is great. Just try to understand the greatness of Radharani. Therefore She is so great, and we have to offer our respect. Radhe jaya jaya madhava-dayite." jaya Srila Prabhupada ! |
| Just A Second |
| whomever doesn't kill one crow like mentality makes one stronger than that which is not it somehow or other it just now seems like it in a way mind you it is relatively easy to understand there is murder in your heart if you eat crow dear or otherwise indulge in the end of one everything with a beginning and an end not worth remembering or in other words lacking the revolvingly memorable aspect of transcendental occurrence is a perverted reflection of itself take it or leave it stuff yes you can't do that with spirit no you can't take or leave your spirit as easily as that is to understand how the absolutely memorable transcendental occurrence revolves spiritually is the spirit yes that's the spirit dear nothing is easy too you know take it or leave it stuff is easy to forget but it is not just as easy to remember what all that which is not was all about in a pinch like it or not the transcendental aspect of occurrence smiles in the middle of your confused state of mind such that it is certainly it is not mine to control or savour like one who is ultimately going to save you the trouble of sorting it out that goes with the territory dear the insurmountable territorial imperative indicates you won't be able to follow along in a daze you have got to get with it and let it go that is the nature of it yes hold on tight now let go it is not for everyone obviously but for some it is immensely confidential that's all like spelling is for me i can't spell worth a toot and a holler dear no i have to keep back checking the spelling as much as that which is not this and for that i need help so similarly one for whom it is just somehow or other as immensely confidential there is the necessary help ! so yes don't tell me you haven't got a prayer write as if one's life depended on it yes write me a prayer write yourself one too we'll all pray together in Krsna consciousness and get a life demons think too too positive about a weak state of mind you know yes in a way they are in the way of one another because they think too positive like a man struggling to make ends meet by main force in a weak state of mind there is a weak state of mind dear heart that one can overcome but is it not better to live a life of prayer with a full bodied personality in the balance like this we pray together is it not that we are rather pessimistic about one's weak state of mind and don't wish to be bothered with how it can be overcome so much like that which is not this i personally support a strong state of mind as i say jaya Srila Prabhupada yes jaya Srila Prabhupada ! i say this is the life praying for a weak state of mind to continue manipulating the demoniac so effectively i want them occupied to the max with their ability to overcome a weak state of mind dear it helps me to concentrate on Krsna consciousness yes haribol now haribol ! i am listening and will respond in kind so to speak yes to demons and devotees alike in case you are interested so suddenly dear hold on tight now let go yes let them think again deja-vu is good for what ails one in a weak state of mind to a great extant so long as one has the tendency to overcome one another it is a weak state of mind that one is actually in yes being overcome with the desire to overlord no one else but themselves until they remember Krsna and how He is held in high esteem no matter what state of mind is overcome with the desire to overlord one another yes let them think again we have enough to support and yes worship the eternal spiritual master in mind body and words one's own words are indicative of that yes yes pray that one remembers that in reality the inevitable i do wish that all kinds of character assassination would stop at any rate but one knows what one is doing dear heart until we meet again on the banks of the Godavari River there is a time and a place for all kinds of character assassination don't you know how i wish though i wish no one would concentrate on where one is from or where to go and escape it let's build character anyway we can as one knows what one is doing yes being responsive in prayer one must have known what one was doing everywhere time is one way time isn't yes time isn't everything you know nor is it everything you don't know dear but don't get me started on that it is more or less time as you know |
| there is the ghost of a chance one will be recognizable as an easy listener in no time at all still there in the Chandogya Upanisad (5.1.15) it is said, na vai vaco na caksumsi na srotrani na manamsity acaksate prana iti evacaksate prano hy evaitani sarvani bhavanti: "In the body of a living being neither the power to speak, nor the power to see, nor the power to hear, nor the power to think is the prime factor; it is life which is the center of all activities." Similarly Lord Vasudeva, or the Personality of Godhead, Lord Sri Krsna, is the prime entity in everything. In this body there are powers of speaking, of seeing, of hearing,of mental activities, etc. But these are not important if not related to the Supreme Lord .And because Vasudeva is all-pervading and everything is Vasudeva, the devotee surrenders in full knowledge i don't imagine any of you all want to be seemingly covered over in an unseemly relationship only to have one personality at a time burst out at the seams like one but one will at any time realize that there is no time like the present to be that way yes be that as it may i personally don't imagine any of you becoming God all the same yes all the same there is the ghost of a chance one will be recognizable as an easy listener in no time at all still there yes yes still there so are you still there all and all there is the sound of one there is that you there that sounds like one is listening to the Hare Krsna mahamantra in no time at all is that you listening to God so suddenly and listening and listening all over again to the Lord's own mantra listening to Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu's own maha mantra Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare all and all are you all there sounding like one is listening to the Hare Krsna mahamantra in no time at all there is the ghost of a chance one will be recognizable as an easy listener in no time at all still there you know yes as this is next that is of course all that this sounds like in no time now so do you as we do know the sound of more than one of us listening to Srila Prabhupada simultaneously being one and different in reality the inevitable all and all listening yes all and all we know about vāsudevaḥ sarvam iti being put into perspective yes listening in the context of the Bhagavad-gita as it is we know how we are being put into perspective bahunam janmanam ante jnanavan mam prapadyate vasudevah sarvam iti sa mahatma su-durlabhah The living entity, while executing devotional service or transcendental rituals after many, many births, may actually become situated in transcendental pure knowledge that the Supreme Personality of Godhead is the ultimate goal of spiritual realization. In the beginning of spiritual realization, while one is trying to give up one’s attachment to materialism, there is some leaning towards impersonalism, but when one is further advanced he can understand that there are activities in the spiritual life and that these activities constitute devotional service. Realizing this, he becomes attached to the Supreme Personality of Godhead and surrenders to Him. At such a time one can understand that Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa’s mercy is everything, that He is the cause of all causes and that this material manifestation is not independant from Him. He realizes the material world to be a perverted reflection of spiritual variegatedness and realizes that in everything there is a relationship with the Supreme Lord Kṛṣṇa. Thus he thinks of everything in relation to Vāsudeva, or Śrī Kṛṣṇa. Such a universal vision of Vāsudeva precipitates one’s full surrender to the Supreme Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa as the highest goal. Such surrendered great souls are very rare. vāsudevaḥ sarvam iti sa mahātmā sudurlabhaḥ jaya Srila Prabhupada ! |
| All and All |
| are certain personality traits always as elusive or quite simply as academic as can be innocence ? pure volition ? wit ? alacrity ? affection ? depth ? loyalty ? one will read and read to find out yes one has decided to be like this as well as one makes do with this personality trait so to speak yes so can a personality trait just be something of a lifestyle in mind made up the state of society so to speak or purely a segment of it decadence? grace ? poor taste ? neutrality ? preeminence ? confusion ? how rarely is one known to be mixed or undefeated at any rate and forgiven or unforgiven of one's own volition fooled ? forgetful ? eccentric ? lonely? forgetful ? lusty? endless ? psychopathic? dumbfounded ? responsible ? untouchable ? callow ? creative ? wise ? submissive forgetful ? impersonated ? is there any question one wonders in many ways whether or not one's personal reality is less than representative in one way or another or just plain conditioned to a kind of spin no matter how one expresses oneself rare is the instant road worthy aid like this at any rate yes because why ? because we know there is hardly anyone else where this is going with this yes hardly anyone else but one finding time answering life is no doubt the prime factor at any rate yes original and sound one knows the character of the living force in eternity chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa like there is never a gain that is one's loss as such yes and how nothing falls just through one lending even a sub-conscious ear to life where the experienced are an experience experienced and remembered as feeling free to go last or next in mysterious ways and at first who said at first who i mean to say who at first said one not far away from being an experience in more than one place at once is too vulnerable like it or not ? |
| Too Vulnerable ? |
| unless one hears the sound one never would miss how can one be responsive but beautiful we are i remember as peacefully as one can be still there are ways even this introspection misses you that way do you want me to explain i can be still somewhat still you might say passive yes but why should one be impersonal there is no reason naturally one can find no reason to be impersonal like this introspection never could have been all inclusive unless one hears the sound one never would miss how can one be responsive yes but beautiful we are i remember and one listens to one yes so there is no question about it one is listening to one unless one hears the sound one never would miss and shares with us time and time again all we have is each other so where is the sound one never would miss you might as well ask now yes now we might as well ask one remembering Krsna always and never forgetting how He is most attractive in body and in mind yes we might as well ask now since there is one that sounds like one is listening that way right now right ? |
| Listening Right Now |
| Contempt and Contempt |
| So far as one can tell one is not all that familiar with it but it is said familiarity breeds contempt and contempt is the road to hell the road to false ego one had better chant Hare Krsna without it all the same knowing one had better chant Hare Krsna yes all acts are mysterious as mysterious as they are honorable as honorable certainly as life one discovers life is mysterious honor mystery and you discover life yes that is easy enough for one to say like this so far as one can tell one is not all that familiar with it but it is said familiarity breeds contempt and contempt is the road to hell the road to false ego so one had better yes one had better chant Hare Krsna |
| Harmony |