makes
one feel attention
to detail
as though
all one's senses are embarrassingly
dedicated

to bad association

pays
one no mind

whatsoever like this you know
the

conditioned

soul
has

the
enemy like disease
for all intents and purposes dear better

half of the
occasion
dear victim of circumstances beyond
one's
control the dynamic

distinction between consciousness
call

and response attention and sense
perception is

of interest to all in

person

witnessing
impersonal
confirmation

not

so much better to be
safe

than sorry it
takes

considerable

space
of time to be sorry but not

interested dear what to speak

yes what to speak of
being one on call only
due

to having been

blindingly
unresponsive once yes
better to be safe than
for all intents and purposes
one nonsense no

doubt it is
nonsense of a bothersome temporary
nature

that is better safely packaged
away
for such an
incredible
period

of
time
yes

let
you

know who split the difference
in other words
as the one you know better than
that which is not this
cares

hey
nothing secondary to the narrative

i just
felt like

with a little english on
hold

your fire hold

your fire

preliminary recording of the visual
is
in process so

it

is so
it
is said one

had

better originally

chant Hare Krsna very nicely

as
the first
time ever is fresh around
one as one
concentrates

like
it is on

one

to signify where
it
is
news
to one two

three

at
a time from

time
to time immemorial

wondering how

can one

be more
ambiguous

in more

than one
place

at once
when no one is even

more

ambiguous
at once

of

course like this

we
are

sensitive

yes more

than
one

would have
to

say
undoubtedly
conscious
we
are conscious

of
the visuals

dear one like

this

since or as

they
are

going
to be

recorded aren't

they yes

with all
kinds of time for a
moving

Krsna

conscious preview in the near

future like
this is
next by the sound of
it but is
it

art
there

is an art

to

it one knows
as one knows there has

been

an art
to recording on

the go so
yes show
me so

so

show me

show

me

so show

me

the way
to go
home like one says i am

so tired

of dreaming on
the spot like

space

is
what

is

the matter

you say

well
i

am

not
very
good at it

am

i

nowhere

indeed
nowhere

near as good

at it

as the unimaginable
retiring
new

one

or

ones
for that

matter

you

know i am
obviously

not

different enough for it like

it is

like the matter
looks
somehow

or other

all

the same
to me dear although i
know it is
making
a
difference
in a

sense

the difference is

too

yes
too
fleeting as it is that

is

i
am conscious

of
being
kind of out
of it at this speed
no
kind
of
dancing party to
ways

the matter makes

a difference like
it

you
might
say that

is

what
is the
matter yes the

matter
with

it actually

anyway it

doesn't
matter enough
to
remind me
of Krsna like
this dear
i

hope

you
don't mind in space i

shouldn't imagine

one

minding anymore
than

i

mind
calling you

dear

like this once and or
right again

dear

mind of one

bhajahū re mana śrī-nanda-nandana
abhaya-caraṇāravinda re
durlabha mānava-janama sat-sańge
taroho e bhava-sindhu re




śīta ātapa bāta bariṣaṇa
e dina jāminī jāgi re
biphale sevinu kṛpaṇa durajana
capala sukha-laba lāgi' re




e dhana, yaubana, putra, parijana
ithe ki āche paratīti re
kamala-dala-jala, jīvana ṭalamala
bhajahū hari-pada nīti re




śravaṇa, kīrtana, smaraṇa, vandana,
pāda-sevana, dāsya re
pūjana, sakhī-jana, ātma-nivedana
govinda-dāsa-abhilāṣa re



TRANSLATION

O mind just worship the lotus feet of the son of Nanda,

which make one fearless. Having obtained this rare human birth,

cross over this ocean of worldly existence

through the association of saintly

persons.



Both in the day and at night

I remain sleepless, suffering the

pains of the heat and cold, the wind and

the rain. For a fraction of flickering happiness I have

uselessly served wicked and miserly men.



What assurance of real happiness is there

in all of one's wealth, youthfulness,

sons, and family members?

This life is tottering like a drop of water on a lotus petal;

therefore you should always serve and worship the

divine feet of Lord Hari.



It is the desire and great longing of Govinda Dasa

to engage himself in the nine processes of bhakti,

namely hearing the glories of Lord Hari

and chanting those glories, constantly remembering

Him and offering prayers to Him, serving the Lord's

lotus feet, serving the Supreme Lord as a servant,

worshiping Him with flowers and incense and so forth,

serving Him as a friend, and completely offering the Lord

one's very self.


Hare Krsna !


yes so

there you go that's a

good one to visualize in

time

and circumstances beginning

like this whenever there is no end

either


one


of

us continues

to remember in light that

would only blind

one recording the visual one

here


knows better than ever to


see


the way one never forgets


Krsna and one


has


the wherewithal to


sing

as time is


a


memory

relaxing yes as

relaxing as accuracy

relaxing in

the

motion

that is


neither


space


nor

time naturally


careful


now

hold

on


tight now

let go


i


we


they

one will

remember


recording


the visual for

the present

friendly

fire

or no you


know i


am

sure since yes


since


or as you


are

well


aware of how


one can't judge


a


cover


by the

book


until one smartens way way


the first

up

way

inside

out so to

speak advancing

in


advance

and we


have


nothing

to hide


like one knowing


either

one


Krsna


said so in all circumstances


be a yogi

speaking


to Arjuna


of course knowing


how yoga means


to link we

have


nothing to hide like either


one okay

now

where was i

just

a second


ago

neither book nor cover yes


nothing to hide


like


one


either one

hey is


this


recording

the visual one


is

absolutely capable of

recording


the visual you


can


tell can't

you

Hare Krsna !


hey

you all give


a shout


out to the very interesting Sanjaya

at any


rate yes


in the


Mahabharata, he is


history

as that

war


between the Pandavas and the Kauravas

is nowadays what would be

termed the real


deal


the


blind

king Dhritarashtra is

fairly well


known


as the father of the principals of the Kaurava side

and

Sanjaya is as


history

would have

it


Dhritarashtra's fairly


equally well known

advisor

and charioteer

Sanjaya, with

a


gift granted by the sage

Vyasa

yes the gift of seeing


and relating

with

visual acuity

off

by heart events at a

distance


as


he holds

to narrating

to Dhritarshtra the


singing

sound of the arrow like

verses

coming

straight from the Bhagavad Gita as

it is


nowadays


yes from way

back in


the day


Sanjaya


how


about


that hey

Hare Krsna !

hey

no

don't do that


don't tell don't

ask

Sanjaya to narrate


time

immemorial to prove


one started being impersonal first


dear though


admittedly


it wasn't

yours


truly eh no not on your


life


not me nope


come on and

ask


Krsna if you're so rich


dear

i mean


smart yes if you're proof

that would

be

a shame

but no


what


can you do


if you're proof oh well

isn't it

a shame how one spends

valuable

time proving to be unproven


i personally


prefer the way space makes


sense

in front

of

Sri Krsna Caitanya

originally as

one

knows

Almost

like a mad

lion, Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu went on

His tour filled with ecstatic love and

performing saṅkīrtana,chanting Kṛṣṇa’s names as follows

kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! he

kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! he

kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! rakṣa mām

kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! kṛṣṇa! pāhi mām

rāma! rāghava! rāma! rāghava! rāma! rāghava! rakṣa mām

kṛṣṇa! keśava! kṛṣṇa! keśava! kṛṣṇa! keśava! pāhi mām

yes so

what can you

do

now one

has

to

be original or one no more

of interest until one shows

more interest in

one dear yes

i remember so

let's

chant Hare Krsna first

at

last and make the difference

sound marginal at best personally

i

am

useless any other

way so

long as there is no

other way in kali-yuga yes the

age

of quarrel and chaos blows

the mind until there is

no

tomorrow otherwise and it hurts

like mad listen

is that the enemy chanting Hare Krsna by

the way no

it can't be the enemy

can't be accessible like

this so

suddenly what to

speak of by

the

way

is this

long

winded or what

i need to know

because it's time

no

not funny

money

but time for me to check

the spelling and in the

balance

think of Krsna as He

spoke in the bhagavad-gita dear yes

dear

you know how He is

there don't you don't you my dear

friend

by the way yes by

the

way there is

no other way you know you know

how He is

and there is no other way one

can

possibly imagine you

knowing yes Hare Krsna dear Hare Krsna

there is no other way to go

on

and on and

on so suddenly realizing how

He is as you do i

remember

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

the first up

way

inside is not a rotten

egg

by the way

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