conscious of being
afloat

with a straightman you watch

how

i
speak

to shakti of

shakti
as

we

are in conversation like this

the

unknown

quantity
austere or something

of
a
freak

curiosity for sure the absolute

nature

of

one
will

ever

mind being mental

like

a
call

to the wild

was

such a disturbance to one

being

intelligent

more

than

acting

like a sense
disturbing

a
sense

conscious of being afloat with

a
straightman

you

watch

how
we

mind
being

in

other words one

mental

factor in effect

after
one

has
been

controlling

more
than

calculating
dear
power

has

a way of
catching

up
on

nobody's business before
one

can even imagine
being

nobody's

fool

is

nothing
like it is

real

because the absolute has one

at

an

advantage

yes dear you

are

crying
over

the phone and
i

can hardly hear

you

with
all

the mild and

super

touching
equally

mild

laughter
of
friends

knowing

you

better than i

can

imagine having the
time

to go by

it

is
not

after

all

as
if

an

explanation
i

have in mind is worthy of even

being
mental in your

presence

dear
no

i said no
you

are

right

i

failed

you already so the thread

is

broken and taken

to
be

of interest to the extreme
false

ego of the

narcissist

you

know

best as i
kill

no
one

and

the

unknown quantity is

no

one so far

as

you

can

recall

dear

yes so suddenly

i

feel

like

the
fight

is

on

board a tight
ship

and murder of

course

but

perfectly

premeditated in the
mind

of the snarling narcissist yes

yes

as

i

was
saying

conscious of being
afloat

with a straightman you watch

how

i

speak
to shakti of

shakti
as
we

are in conversation like this

the

unknown
quantity

unusually austere or

something
of

a

curiosity for sure

with
the time to go by

not

letting

go

is the narcissist in pain
i

entertain

as
purity
is

the force known to one

with

the
time
to go by not letting

go

either yes murder

of

interest
one

as the shambles

is
a

house

with no home

inside

or
out
you

watch
how i speak

conscious

of being afloat with a

straightman

feeding me a
line
of no interest

to

other

than

the
narcissist

that took the

thread

for a snake

on
purpose
yes

complicated

is

a word in
the

dictionary of a

fool

too

but

murder

is
close

enough

dear yes dear

either

way it is

directly

of
no

interest
to

me how you
or

the

unknown

quantity

furnish

the
shambles

of a straightman you see

i

am

only

in it for the funny
business
either

way

in
or

out of the

way

yes Hare Krsna

funny
business

directly

concerns
you

too

of

course all that is going

on

is in reality

the
inevitable of no

interest

to

one

with
nothing

but the time to go

by

directly

yes
Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna

the

narcissist has no

way

to stop that
nonsense

in other words

you

have

to

go and take

the

shambles

seriously

like the fool
of

a

straightman

not

me

Hare Krsna so Hare Krsna

listening
space

makes

sense

listening

and i am
listening

yes Hare Krsna i am

listening

Hare Krsna listening

as
the time to

go

by
is

conscious of being

afloat

with a straightman you watch

you
watch how i

speak

of

shakti

to
shakti as i
am
listening Hare Krsna
you

know

you

know

you

can't be too
careful
with a sense

of
humor that is in person like this

a
caution of a caution dear

yes

dear Hare Krsna

dear
you

know

one

can't

be
too

cautious with a

sense
of
any
sort dear Hare Krsna listening
i

will

find

out why soon
enough

too no doubt

yes

Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna

these
things take time

mind

the
gap

now or go

like

it

is

offensive to play
games
with the mind

listening
Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna

is

first at any
rate
of
course
Hare Krsna no
mind

games are necessary

like
this

is

next dear Hare Krsna yes

dear
Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna
it
is
just

that

these
things

take
time

now

Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna

so
there

is
the
time
to go by Hare Krsna you see
the

time yes dear Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna stamp
your
foot

and
listen
to

this Hare Krsna
okay

now

the
other
one
yes Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna listen
listen

see
that
Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna
a
Hare Krsna dear
to

Hare Krsna yes Hare Krsna
the time to go by