attending
to the perceived value of
having
a relatively awesome
position
thought

of
as
being

revered by one

to
the

max
one feels made

kind

of
kind

of

fixed
right up made

to

be
worthy
like one yes

just
like
one

like
one
has never been before like

one

feels
to
be worthy of
not
being

disturbed
yes one goes

on

feeling awe and
reverence
with a view

to

be undisturbed by
interest
of an extended nature you
see
the
one

i mean is
disturbed

by
the

prospect

of an on

going
sinful reaction or more dear

yes
dear one is

not

to be disturbed with interest

of

an extended nature as one
is

going

forward
with a heavy

life
to
the

point

yes

one is in

awe
of the value one reveres
the
quality
you

know

the

quality of being fair handsomely
worthy
yes

dear

there

is

great value in
feeling
worthy like one is ready
at
least

yes
ready
at
any rate one

in

the
world
of names only would rather be worthy

of
more than feeling

worthy
as one is
humiliated

in the world

of
names only yes

routinely

humiliated
by unrealized nature as such
one
is

disturbed

to the point
of
being
one
of

interest
to
one

who would like to remind
one

of
the

value

to
going

forward
with a heavy life in
awe

and reverence dear
you
know one is not to

be
disturbed with extended

interest
as one is
yes

as one is going forward

attending
to the perceived value of
having
a relatively awesome
position
thought

of

as
being

revered by one

to
the

max

one
feels
made to be
kind
of

yes kind of like the
mind
is

made to be worthy like
one
has

never

been fixed like
it

before
one

feels
to

be
worthy of not

being

disturbed yes one goes on feeling awe
and

reverence with a
view
to

be

undisturbed by the extended interest you see
the

one i mean

is
disturbed

by

the
prospect
of
on going sinful reaction dear

and

in the world
of
names
only
one has a view to be

undisturbed

with any extended

interest

in other forms

of

relationship yes dear for one

is
in awe of

feeling

worthy

at

all
with
the prospect of sinful reaction

being

such
a
factor in the world of names only
one
has a view

to

go forward with a heavy
life

you know one

of

awe
and
reverence dear yes dear one
wants
awe

and

reverence
as
awe and reverence

is
so

heavy
yes heavy one

feels
awe

and
reverence easily should drive

one

forward
in a way

one

wants awe and
reverence
to be heavy

as

one

wants

yes
heavy

heavy heavy heavy

heavy

awe
and

reverence appeals to
one

as a means

to
dismiss the world
of
names
only
and going forward

one
wants
awe

and reverence so

bad

it
is

driving one mad to the

point

of
being

held

over

you know one

dear

one
is

held over to the point
of

going

mad
in awe and reverence and
historically
that
is
how one repeats oneself in the world

of
names
only
yes dear such
a
one
wants

awe

and
reverence so bad it is

driving

one
mad

enough

to
want

the
world of names only to follow right

along

with what one

feels

to
say

about awe and

reverence

in
whatever

capacity

the

whole

of

the

world
of names only

is

fair

to
reveal
as
one

carries

on in the

world
of

names

only

going
forward

yes
with

no

extended
interest

to speak of

outside

or
inside

one
is

on

the

level

dear

the level of
awe
and reverence as such is

cool

to
the

idea of friendship

in
the world of
names
only
yes

what to speak of the filial and

parental
attention

you

know or other mostly confidential

aspects
of

relationship
so

far

as
one

is

concerned
yes one is
in

awe

and
reverence in the world of

names
only
to
the
point

of
being

forward

dear

there is no turning back for one
held
over

in

the

world

of

names
only as such

one
is
in

awe

and reverence yes
to
the
point
of
being

and really one

is

feeling

fortunate

enough like that
the

way
one
has been taking

the

forms
of

life into consideration

one

is

lucky

to
be

alive as one
has

been more than a little
aware

of sinful reaction
for
good

kind

of well not everything is

for

fun

yes

dear

aware
to
the max dear

to
the
max

one

would
be

better off sighing

as
you chant Hare Krsna very

very

nicely
yes

yes

dear

dear

heart

of soul who is there

to
blame for a paucity of

silence

am i to

blame

if
or

as one sounds

kind
of
loud

like

this
is next be

it

ever so humble
life
goes
on

as one is
funny
business you know from this

perspective

yes you know
how
funny
business

is

of

interest to one

of
us dear and you carry

on
so i can

hardly

tell the difference
between
us
being

silent so to
speak

and
very

very

kind

of

loud
like this actually yes dear

we
are
loud

when we chant Hare Krsna
nicely

and
sigh

the way one
listens

if
need
be

one

can listen all

the

way around again as one

chants
one
listens

properly anyway you
know

the
rounds
one

listens
yes
one

listens as one

chants

dear

properly

to the max now and
forever

that
is

the way one
is

so
naturally

one has some
funny
business

to
go

by

and through dear

yes

dear yes and dear you
know
what i am

afraid
of

you

being in awe

and
reverence with one
the
way
one

is

you

know

how

i

am

afraid this is
no

good to one in awe and reverence you know
how

i

have

no

on

going happy camper

credentials

to

speak

of

like
this there is no way i am

going
to

belong

anywhere or any

time

soon i get

that
i
am
getting around yes

just

barely
getting

around this way is the

way
one

experiences
how

i

am doing in the world like it
is

funny
business

that is of

interest

to me like

it
or

not

there

is
funny business dear awe and

reverence
is

no

precursor to the

end

of
funny
business yes no

yes
no

matter

how

one

does with this

kind
of
mind

business
there

is
funny

business
going
on

dear
to the max you understand

me

you understand me

funny

business is going
on
now you listen

to

me
there

is

funny business going

on

do you hear

me

now

yes
dear

i

am

telling
you
right

now
there

is funny business going on
around
here
somewhere
and no awe

and

reverence to go

with

or
without
the
way
time

has
been
accommodating

yes

in
other words awe

and

reverence is like

the

gravity of existence

dear
you

understand
me

with

all

the

funny business going
on

you

understand

how there is

gravity

for
one

to

be

aware of in

kind

yes there is gravity like
there
is
no

tomorrow
and

no
time

like the present there is

gravity
dear where there

has

been one in

awe
reverently

since

time immemorial yes

dear
you

can

pin

point no specific
time

for gravity to carry on
so
just

as
one easily pin

points
no time for space
in
general
dear

so
yeah

anyhow one is

sighing
as much as the next one

is

aware
you

know
one

is

sighing

little

by

little by little for real

there

is

so
much funny business one is

sighing
a

little

like Hanumanji did

as
he

fought
and knew funny

business

right up front

dear
if i didn't

know

any
different
to
the

temple i would

go

and chant Hare Krsna like

this

very
very

nicely
in
awe

and
reverence

only

little

by

little
one

is in awe
and

reverence only but

not
from the get

go

dear
not
without

any

help

from
those

who

like you yes

like

you

who

know
every

single one knows
how

you
are

helping
should
you

yes

should
you

ever
get

the impression one
is

suffering

pass
it
on

to your friends

and
don't

call
me

an
idiot

or

i will take

exception
as

results
are
one needs to

prove
it

is
an idiot not

me

as
results

are

that
is

false

ego dear that

is

a figment of
my
this
im·ag·i·na·tion
dear

as
it

is

yes

as it is
connected

all
the
way

around dear mind

sense
connected to gold

and
as

the

law is golden
like

the
golden

rule

of

a King you
have

to move right

in

there

and

move
aside

so suddenly if
need

be

yes

move

around even as
one

is

forward

to the max

if
there

istime
for

it

one

never acts alone as circumstances
dictate

due to time

and
circumstances
one

has

made

note

of

how preaching is
insufficient

yes

but

we
know

preaching
is
the essence due

to
time

and

circumstances
one

makes note of

how

utility

is

insufficient then but of course

we

know

utility
is the principle

due
to
time

and circumstances one

has

made
note

of
how

books
are

insufficient

but

we
know

books are the
basis

dear

due

to time and
circumstances
one

makes
note

of

how purity is

the
force at any rate yes
we
know
purity

is the force and how
one

is

to
do

well

as much as
one
is

well

to do or do onto others as one would
have
others

do

onto

one

in all circumstances being

a
yogi

and
yes
a

clever

one

at that dear

you
can

tell

to the max you know

how

clever one is
yes

as
you
are

the

one

who

chants Hare Krsna very nicely

dear
you

know

what is going

on
listen now listen

listen
they

want

to

know

who one is

dear
and i am

afraid

of
one

as i am
in
love

dear

yes more than a little
shy
in love with

Nitai

oops i oh
oh
i

wasn't

supposed

to

say

that

dear

no
listen listen listen dear listen

listen

Hare Krsna yes yes dear yes listen
listen

just
pass

it on to your friends i mean the suffering yes
listen

i

am

chanting Hare Krsna okay listen

you

can
do

did you hear that dear
what

did

that

sound like so
suddenly

did

that

not sound like

you

know

who
one
is

and

how

one

talks
so

yes
go ahead and

tell

them

dear

i am listening as one

is

listening to the
max

and

saying

you can do

dear
you

can
do

so
you

can do there

is

no

doubt

you

can
do

dear
tell

them
who one is and i

will

go on listening like this

yes

yes
dear

i am listening and you

know
who

one

is
so

go

on

tell them who
one

is dear don't be shy

now

i am listening you can
do

you
can
do listen you

can

do
this
dear you can
listen
too

but

honestly they want

to
know

and

who

can

blame
them

for
wanting

to

know
so

bad it is

driving them mad

listen

nitai-gauranga did
you
hear that now who said

that

dear i am

listening

well
it
sounds
like

we
are

all
listening
now

and

who

can

blame

us for trying

to

hear

you

like one said
you

can
do

so we are
all
listening
now

and

i

am waiting no
more
than

the
next one is

being
friendly
as
i

am

i
am

just going to chant Hare Krsna yes

no
yes
no
yes no one will mind

i

am chanting Hare Krsna and waiting

dear
as
i
am i am
just

now

noting

how
a great many

of
us
fell
in
love

at

first

sight
in

Krsna

consciousness as presented to
us
though
there

was
stuff
we have to

work

through

even

now it is
so

like
just

kind

of
the stuff of which we

were
in need of working through
together

without

so

much
realization

to
speak

of

really

just the love

at

first yes and
even

now
we

still

want

you

to
tell
us

please who is
one
you
know
who
has

been there for
us
since time immemorial
dear
as guru is

one

i

know

Nitai is one so how
yes

Nitai

is
one okay okay

Nitai
is the one
we

refer
to

as Sri Guru Nitai is

so
nice isn't He

nice

yes very nice

He
is
perfectly original but

there

is a difference from time

immemorial

a mystery to
being

around one and well you

know
Nitai has been

known

to
have

some
fun

too so there

is

a difference at

any
rate as one

is

next after next

as
well

no

doubt
one

is going through some kind

of
funny business being

next

after next after
next
dear and i

wonder
do you mind

all
that
much

if i sit

down

for a second and listen to the

original
sound of being

ready

for
one

to be next
like

this
honestly

just for a
second
or

so

i am tired like i

have

never
been
before and a

little
hungry for some nice prasadam

actually
so do you
mind

being

a

little

quiet

for a second since or
as

Nitai is one

without

a second in terms of
funny
business i mean

to
say so far

as

we know i
shouldn't think one

such

as you would

mind

if i went
out
of my way even just
to
sit down for a second with Him and have

some
lovely

prasadam
you know and
a

little
funny

business as that would likely
perk
me up some as i am so

tired

honestly

honestly
i

am

and

missing
one dearly missing

having

one like Srila
Prabhupada
so
close
to my heart

dear
anyhow i can

tell

how you are
and

what

you
want

to

say

now yes dear

it

doesn't
help

to

know
one

any
better than one so suddenly
reveals
oneself yes so
suddenly
so

suddenly

dear

one
carries on where one left

off
so
to
speak
yes
dear yes dear

like
this is next in a

way
and not for

me
to control entirely

you

might

say i am

in
this

way
independent yes dear around for
this
so
to

speak as this

comes
to
me
as an on
going
pleasure and i
am

only
related

to all of
us

in keeping with this so
suddenly
dear yes dear
i
know you are

ready

to go now
in
such
a

way

as
it

is

your assumption i am in need of nothing more from you

so

suddenly yes nothing
more
than
this
relationship with you and this as this is

next
so

suddenly

dear and that's
alright
you
have
a

personality

at any rate

yes
and i am
going
to chant Hare Krsna as
there

is

no
full
contribution from one without the
means
to
go

around and chant
some

more and one

would
most

certainly

not
concentrate
on
there
being

a

problem

with

you so suddenly
thank
you
very
much but of course you

know

how

getting
right

back

to one so

suddenly
you

know

how

guru

is

one
dear

but honestly honestly i will have to say this

that

i
am
pretty much in

this
for
the

funny

business
dear yes dear

thank

you very much

anyhow

listen
listen
does

this
hurt by the
way
no i don't think so
you

know what hurts
i

am
busy
at

any
rate go on
and
chant Hare Krsna anyway dear
and

yes
dear
you
can chant Hare Krsna nicely

too
preaching

to

the
walls
or
whatever
yes
as soon as
one
wants

you
to
be

around
you
there is this

chanting
you

can
do
you

can

do
like

this

is
next
or whatever that

was

all about is
silly
to

the
max
like

this

see
but
best
to chant nicely as one
is
listening at any

rate
you

know yes one
is

listening
dear

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
To The Max