attending to the perceived value of having a relatively awesome position thought of as being revered by one to the max one feels made kind of kind of fixed right up made to be worthy like one yes just like one like one has never been before like one feels to be worthy of not being disturbed yes one goes on feeling awe and reverence with a view to be undisturbed by interest of an extended nature you see the one i mean is disturbed by the prospect of an on going sinful reaction or more dear yes dear one is not to be disturbed with interest of an extended nature as one is going forward with a heavy life to the point yes one is in awe of the value one reveres the quality you know the quality of being fair handsomely worthy yes dear there is great value in feeling worthy like one is ready at least yes ready at any rate one in the world of names only would rather be worthy of more than feeling worthy as one is humiliated in the world of names only yes routinely humiliated by unrealized nature as such one is disturbed to the point of being one of interest to one who would like to remind one of the value to going forward with a heavy life in awe and reverence dear you know one is not to be disturbed with extended interest as one is yes as one is going forward attending to the perceived value of having a relatively awesome position thought of as being revered by one to the max one feels made to be kind of yes kind of like the mind is made to be worthy like one has never been fixed like it before one feels to be worthy of not being disturbed yes one goes on feeling awe and reverence with a view to be undisturbed by the extended interest you see the one i mean is disturbed by the prospect of on going sinful reaction dear and in the world of names only one has a view to be undisturbed with any extended interest in other forms of relationship yes dear for one is in awe of feeling worthy at all with the prospect of sinful reaction being such a factor in the world of names only one has a view to go forward with a heavy life you know one of awe and reverence dear yes dear one wants awe and reverence as awe and reverence is so heavy yes heavy one feels awe and reverence easily should drive one forward in a way one wants awe and reverence to be heavy as one wants yes heavy heavy heavy heavy heavy awe and reverence appeals to one as a means to dismiss the world of names only and going forward one wants awe and reverence so bad it is driving one mad to the point of being held over you know one dear one is held over to the point of going mad in awe and reverence and historically that is how one repeats oneself in the world of names only yes dear such a one wants awe and reverence so bad it is driving one mad enough to want the world of names only to follow right along with what one feels to say about awe and reverence in whatever capacity the whole of the world of names only is fair to reveal as one carries on in the world of names only going forward yes with no extended interest to speak of outside or inside one is on the level dear the level of awe and reverence as such is cool to the idea of friendship in the world of names only yes what to speak of the filial and parental attention you know or other mostly confidential aspects of relationship so far as one is concerned yes one is in awe and reverence in the world of names only to the point of being forward dear there is no turning back for one held over in the world of names only as such one is in awe and reverence yes to the point of being and really one is feeling fortunate enough like that the way one has been taking the forms of life into consideration one is lucky to be alive as one has been more than a little aware of sinful reaction for good kind of well not everything is for fun yes dear aware to the max dear to the max one would be better off sighing as you chant Hare Krsna very very nicely yes yes dear dear heart of soul who is there to blame for a paucity of silence am i to blame if or as one sounds kind of loud like this is next be it ever so humble life goes on as one is funny business you know from this perspective yes you know how funny business is of interest to one of us dear and you carry on so i can hardly tell the difference between us being silent so to speak and very very kind of loud like this actually yes dear we are loud when we chant Hare Krsna nicely and sigh the way one listens if need be one can listen all the way around again as one chants one listens properly anyway you know the rounds one listens yes one listens as one chants dear properly to the max now and forever that is the way one is so naturally one has some funny business to go by and through dear yes dear yes and dear you know what i am afraid of you being in awe and reverence with one the way one is you know how i am afraid this is no good to one in awe and reverence you know how i have no on going happy camper credentials to speak of like this there is no way i am going to belong anywhere or any time soon i get that i am getting around yes just barely getting around this way is the way one experiences how i am doing in the world like it is funny business that is of interest to me like it or not there is funny business dear awe and reverence is no precursor to the end of funny business yes no yes no matter how one does with this kind of mind business there is funny business going on dear to the max you understand me you understand me funny business is going on now you listen to me there is funny business going on do you hear me now yes dear i am telling you right now there is funny business going on around here somewhere and no awe and reverence to go with or without the way time has been accommodating yes in other words awe and reverence is like the gravity of existence dear you understand me with all the funny business going on you understand how there is gravity for one to be aware of in kind yes there is gravity like there is no tomorrow and no time like the present there is gravity dear where there has been one in awe reverently since time immemorial yes dear you can pin point no specific time for gravity to carry on so just as one easily pin points no time for space in general dear so yeah anyhow one is sighing as much as the next one is aware you know one is sighing little by little by little for real there is so much funny business one is sighing a little like Hanumanji did as he fought and knew funny business right up front dear if i didn't know any different to the temple i would go and chant Hare Krsna like this very very nicely in awe and reverence only little by little one is in awe and reverence only but not from the get go dear not without any help from those who like you yes like you who know every single one knows how you are helping should you yes should you ever get the impression one is suffering pass it on to your friends and don't call me an idiot or i will take exception as results are one needs to prove it is an idiot not me as results are that is false ego dear that is a figment of my this im·ag·i·na·tion dear as it is yes as it is connected all the way around dear mind sense connected to gold and as the law is golden like the golden rule of a King you have to move right in there and move aside so suddenly if need be yes move around even as one is forward to the max if there istime for it one never acts alone as circumstances dictate due to time and circumstances one has made note of how preaching is insufficient yes but we know preaching is the essence due to time and circumstances one makes note of how utility is insufficient then but of course we know utility is the principle due to time and circumstances one has made note of how books are insufficient but we know books are the basis dear due to time and circumstances one makes note of how purity is the force at any rate yes we know purity is the force and how one is to do well as much as one is well to do or do onto others as one would have others do onto one in all circumstances being a yogi and yes a clever one at that dear you can tell to the max you know how clever one is yes as you are the one who chants Hare Krsna very nicely dear you know what is going on listen now listen listen they want to know who one is dear and i am afraid of one as i am in love dear yes more than a little shy in love with Nitai oops i oh oh i wasn't supposed to say that dear no listen listen listen dear listen listen Hare Krsna yes yes dear yes listen listen just pass it on to your friends i mean the suffering yes listen i am chanting Hare Krsna okay listen you can do did you hear that dear what did that sound like so suddenly did that not sound like you know who one is and how one talks so yes go ahead and tell them dear i am listening as one is listening to the max and saying you can do dear you can do so you can do there is no doubt you can do dear tell them who one is and i will go on listening like this yes yes dear i am listening and you know who one is so go on tell them who one is dear don't be shy now i am listening you can do you can do listen you can do this dear you can listen too but honestly they want to know and who can blame them for wanting to know so bad it is driving them mad listen nitai-gauranga did you hear that now who said that dear i am listening well it sounds like we are all listening now and who can blame us for trying to hear you like one said you can do so we are all listening now and i am waiting no more than the next one is being friendly as i am i am just going to chant Hare Krsna yes no yes no yes no one will mind i am chanting Hare Krsna and waiting dear as i am i am just now noting how a great many of us fell in love at first sight in Krsna consciousness as presented to us though there was stuff we have to work through even now it is so like just kind of the stuff of which we were in need of working through together without so much realization to speak of really just the love at first yes and even now we still want you to tell us please who is one you know who has been there for us since time immemorial dear as guru is one i know Nitai is one so how yes Nitai is one okay okay Nitai is the one we refer to as Sri Guru Nitai is so nice isn't He nice yes very nice He is perfectly original but there is a difference from time immemorial a mystery to being around one and well you know Nitai has been known to have some fun too so there is a difference at any rate as one is next after next as well no doubt one is going through some kind of funny business being next after next after next dear and i wonder do you mind all that much if i sit down for a second and listen to the original sound of being ready for one to be next like this honestly just for a second or so i am tired like i have never been before and a little hungry for some nice prasadam actually so do you mind being a little quiet for a second since or as Nitai is one without a second in terms of funny business i mean to say so far as we know i shouldn't think one such as you would mind if i went out of my way even just to sit down for a second with Him and have some lovely prasadam you know and a little funny business as that would likely perk me up some as i am so tired honestly honestly i am and missing one dearly missing having one like Srila Prabhupada so close to my heart dear anyhow i can tell how you are and what you want to say now yes dear it doesn't help to know one any better than one so suddenly reveals oneself yes so suddenly so suddenly dear one carries on where one left off so to speak yes dear yes dear like this is next in a way and not for me to control entirely you might say i am in this way independent yes dear around for this so to speak as this comes to me as an on going pleasure and i am only related to all of us in keeping with this so suddenly dear yes dear i know you are ready to go now in such a way as it is your assumption i am in need of nothing more from you so suddenly yes nothing more than this relationship with you and this as this is next so suddenly dear and that's alright you have a personality at any rate yes and i am going to chant Hare Krsna as there is no full contribution from one without the means to go around and chant some more and one would most certainly not concentrate on there being a problem with you so suddenly thank you very much but of course you know how getting right back to one so suddenly you know how guru is one dear but honestly honestly i will have to say this that i am pretty much in this for the funny business dear yes dear thank you very much anyhow listen listen does this hurt by the way no i don't think so you know what hurts i am busy at any rate go on and chant Hare Krsna anyway dear and yes dear you can chant Hare Krsna nicely too preaching to the walls or whatever yes as soon as one wants you to be around you there is this chanting you can do you can do like this is next or whatever that was all about is silly to the max like this see but best to chant nicely as one is listening at any rate you know yes one is listening dear Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare |
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